A poem how sweet *Trunchbull voice*
Hole
8/24/2025
Where's the thought?
What's the motive?
Why did I think? Why didn't I think?
Who are you to make me feel this way?
My value to yours? Compete.
Yet we're the same when we lay down
Am I alone? Where's your head?
Your hands? Between my legs and my mind wrapped around the man I wish you were
I'm not her? My eyes aren't blue
Your eyes aren't green and your smile is too straight
What a mistake
What a blistering mistake
Wasted months and still you'll never be
I'll never be
We'll never be
I miss your hands especially the palms
I don't care if you ate though
I don't care if you smile
I don't care if you laugh
But I care if you cum and she wasn't me
Walden
8/12/2025
Like I'm at the base of a willow tree seeing & hearing the rippling in the lake to my front
Basket at my side & a landscape you'd only get a proper description of in the eldest & most romanticized binds of literary smell
Afloat with hopes & dreams that are a possibility
Drawn with confusion, conflicted with a notion of an ending that doesn't exist Am I a poet? Am I a fraud?
Unknown fates & thoughts are drowning me
Is this Walden? No it's the swamp I am neither author nor expert
My life is off track and those around me can't see me
I am but the water in the roots of a tree
Unseen but vital, a commodity if I was not...if I couldn't
Priority in a basket of things ignored
A tragic ending to a damned beginning
Cursed with the demons of actions & distractions alike
You can't depict, you can't decipher
A portal unknown, a portal with a close without open
Maybe that holds vacant memories
A formulation, a great distraction
It was custom made in my palm but now it's losing traction
Alas, opening! The door is jammed... .